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MARY MAGDALENE: Feminine Energy of Fullness — 4 Comments

  1. Hi Mercedes,
    I recently went through almost the same thing I went through 2 years ago at another place of employment. I am a teacher, and am finding it harder and harder to not follow my heart and treat children with the respect and love their sovereign being deserves. Long story short, I was asked to, decided to, leave under a black cloud. I is devastating for me, as again, it seems as though there is no part of this world that will accept/understand me. Then, with the solstice, and current readings I began to understand that ascension is US understanding and loving US. We need to face our shadows (sometimes centuries) of clearing is happening. It is SO hard not to feel the victim! Again I was persecuted…again no one understands….again I will run away! NO. I left, it is not right, I did what I did. Yes I could have been more of a grown-up about it. Yes, not so passive agressive. Yes, not so ME against THEM. But it is centuries of this clearing, this understanding of who I am. Of saying “This is not right for me, no matter what”!
    Also, I read the book by Jennifer Hoffman about Atlantis, the the guilt some of us might carry from being there, and FAILING. Yes, failing to bring ascension to Earth. It was a failure, and when it ended, we knew what we had done, and we could not stop it. Do you have dreams where you feel no control? Running? Hiding? GUILT?????

    I am not sure if this helps you, I am kind of new to this ascension thing, but I hear your struggle, and love that you share with us. If I had not read this from other bloggers, about their struggle, I would not have had a break through of my own.

    Love,
    Castley

  2. Thank you, that made a couple of things clearer to me.
    Keeping in mind that you, Mercedes, share about vulnerability and not knowing how to familiarize with unknown somewhat disturbing feelings, seems to point at a deep process of transformation and adjusting to a new paradigm.

    I find myself pondering the possibility of overwhelm, that there actually happen very significant events in your life, on a personal level. And meanwhile you’re building on Communion, which seems to me a huge creation and also an entering into the unknown pretty much. Is it?

    Other parts of what you share, remind me of the teaching that is often hidden in being the teacher: to perform a role that ensures the comfort of the student. It’s about expectations and images one has of being a teacher. The obligation one feels as a responsibility, to be a pillar and anchor and to “know”.

    If this is related to what you’re experiencing I’m not sure, but I myself am learning to grow out of my role as the oldest daughter, a role I told myself to fulfill by hiding my vulnerability as a human being, so that I could feel (be) strong all the time, at the age of 15.

    Little did I know that it secured expectations of others at the same time, counting on me, without allowing me space to stop answering to it, at least at such a young age and pretty naive to the world out there. I created my own fortification and had to experience how it held me emprisoned too, later.

    It caused a separation that to this day is in the process of change. It’s not easy to have an overview and be a psychic and highly creative sibling in a group of 9 siblings living to the “norm”.

    Through time I’ve found that to say “Hello” to an inconvenient experience or unfamiliar feeling, allows for living with a question or pondering, without the need to know the answer in desperation. To enter a realm of investigation and curiosity. For often the answer grows on us slowly and gradually, like a dawning.

    The state of fear urges easily onto tunnel vision, obscuring the overview.
    To BE with what IS without resistance is about allowing the fullness of what IS in acceptance and even….. with an open heart, in an embrace: nurturing ourselves in the circle of our own arms.

  3. I just had a revelation reading your article. I had a vision and realization that the war so far has been a war towards form, the forms we generate and the forms we interact with. Form has been judged (the variations of female bodies), subjugated (the different countries and cultures), forced to become the same (globalization), forced to become something else…

    What hit me is that when form is not respected, we feel empty – we might have taken care of the efficiency, practicality, speed, focus, money, whatever we percieved was needed to survive, but the shell of efficiency is empty! What fills the forms we co-created together with life, as well as what fills our interaction with forms with essence is following our hearts in all aspects of life – love, soul path and service (work). If we do not follow our hearts, we compromise the essence of the form by emptying it of our love & passion energy and thus of our essence. Therefore, the form is compromised.
    Thank you for a beautiful channeling!

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